Sunday, February 28, 2010

Ceteris Paribus

Went to GESS for peer tutoring. Met all my BFFs. I LOVE YOU GUYS! ♥ ♥
:D :D :D :D

Lunch at eighteen chefs; nostalgic as ever! I could still remember how to order there even though I hadn't eaten at eighteen for about 4 months alr. Southern part of Singapore rocks ttm, tyvmmm! :D

Supposed to study at bk with Chingching while waiting for Joony but ended up chatting haha! Joonguan was LATE LIKE ALWAYS, but we still didn't do work and kept talking and talking! Ms Pang told us before that Seconday School friends were the best friends we could ever find. I totally see that hehe :3

Moved from BK to Subway for dinner, Joonguan's extra talkative! Talked about respective schools, teased him about being too busy with studies and canoeing for anything else (HAHAH YEAH RIGHT JOONGUAN!!!) and had one of the most relaxed and happier times of 2010. I wish more of 4H was there, I really want to see you guys again :)

Joon Guan said that, "If I become rich in the future, I will donate money to GESS so that it can build a JC or Poly!" HAHA. I'M GOING TO HOLD YOU ON THAT!! Yup, sometimes we all just wish that we could stay with our friends forever.

I'm much better already. Thank you, my wonderful Gessians and my OG/PDG mates :D

PICTURES ON FB.

Let's all go out sometime kayyyy! ♥

SAJC, UPANDON! LMAOOOOOO.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

i don't know anymore. i want to retract my words.

Days haven't been that good. My class is okay.. the people are really very nice and friendly but it really isn't what I hoped for. I don't know what I hoped for either, but it wasn't this.

I miss 4H. I miss 2G. I miss you guys.

I feel a silent, snaking undercurrent when I speak to some of them sometimes. I'm not that comfortable. Maybe it's cause we're not familiar with each other yet. I hope it gets better :]

My CCA hasn't been good. At all. I cannot sit and be still. It's almost costing me my life (exaggeration) having to just sit there. And be bored. No, it's not boredom.. It can almost, almost be classified under mental torture. I think the P and VP are very nice people, but the rest of the seniors... I mean, they're really nice too, and they always try and help us as much as they can whenever we ask for it, but it's like they do their stuff we do our stuff. I've never felt so completely lost. It's a CCA, we sit together and have fun together for 3 hours a week. It's only 3 hours. Where's the bond?? D: D:

I miss sports. I miss cheering for teammates and getting punished together when we don't devote enough. I miss going home in the middle of the night, bathing in record time, choinging homework and then falling asleep on it. (Times like these, I keep telling myself I'm not cut out to be for this CCA. My mind's gotta shut up sometimes.) I miss the Cheryl who picked a CCA because she wanted to be there, not because she could come up with enough reasons to stay there.

I think my results are going to slip. I'm tripping over math like I've never done math before and chem is just not that great. I don't know what to do for GP. I still haven't borrowed that damned GP book from the library. I feel stressed in Chinese already, because my Mandarin is just not that good while everyone seems pretty comfortable with it. I miss the TDP people, and the people who sit around me in class. I miss studying properly and being happy with it.


So today after CCA, I just wanted to break down and cry.

I did when I got home anyway.

I still don't know if I made the right choice.

I called Cinyi.. she told me things will work out somehow.

Blessing in disguise?

Maybe.

I have to stay positive.

Promised Siyu I wouldn't be a crying wreck tomorrow so I really better keep to my promise hahaha.

I can't cry anymore, I think I'll just become suicidal at this rate :| so passe can!


I miss GESS. I miss you guys.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

why do the littlest of things have the biggest of impacts.

Depression is a recurring thing. It doesn't stop bugging you, really.

Rain rain, go away, come again another day...

Stop being depressed Cheryl. You're an idiot.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

feeling like..

I feel like... jamming. I feel like watching Kat on guitar, hearing Ben sing, teasing Val on drums and arguing with Mike. HAHA. Give me melodies! They need lyrics to breathe! :D :D

Procrastination is such a pain in a butt, but so easy to do. Sigh. MR LB, MATERIALIZE! I need your quiet glare to make me do math again hahahah :)

Don't know exactly what I'm feeling now.

I don't like watching the day draw closer to night :(

Sunday, February 14, 2010

14feb2010

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S!
More importantly the latter, but everyone knows that xDDD




Yummy! This boy is yummy!! ♥ ♥



T for Terra, T T for Terra!
I heard NJC and ACJC also had 'Terra' in their Orietations.. but AJC's is unique and special, because ANTOLA is in it!! I love you guys heaps! :D Thanks for being such a hyperactive and loveable bunch ♥
PDGs or not, we've been through enough together to be AJC's 39.

So, sup sup oii and see you guys on wednesday :)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Separation is near.

18/10, my rojak class. I'm sorry, I really don't know if I should be looking forward to it or not.

Jaguar.
You're okay.. I'll be less mean to you now.

-


Goodbye


Hello


Now if only the house logo was as cool as this :|

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

stacking and stacking;

So much that it's going to topple.
Like suffocation, down on the throat. Deeper, deeper.

Matter is small, but emotions are high.

I miss you guys. After numerous rounds, this is getting painful.

Friday, February 5, 2010

HIGH.

Round round baby, round round!

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Re-sorting is another way of parting.

I'm getting depressed. Idc what colour puma is, I won't ask for another house.