Friday, June 4, 2010

Run, until your fingers touch the sky.

Back from AB Camp.
Originally wanted to post about the experience. It was brilliant, amazing.

But I came home and I faced work.

I don't think I can do it, really. I can't find motivation. I want to give up.

Please let me give up.
Please stop me from giving up.
Please let me give up.
Please stop me from giving up.
Please let me give up.

I don't have the strength to continue. I don't want to find it. This isn't what my camp taught me.
But I'm tired.

Please stop me from giving up.

I need to sleep really badly now.

4 comments:

Rin said...

Cheryl daughter omg my dear, I'm not here to ask you to give up!! Hang in there darling, you are strong and we know it! Remember how we always wanna die doing Maths? We pulled through. Remember how my chem, physics, bio (ok just about every single subject) sucked so badly and I pulled through? Remember how we always omg-I-wanna-die-this-lit-log-is-never-ending? We pulled through! You are so capable of all these things that make you real awesome, even as a (my) motivator! Seriously, life is different without beside me! You'll always be my partner in crime, my inspiration, my make-Maths-less-dull-friend, my let's-get-high-and-annoy-the-crap-outta-teachers-and-then-laugh Cheryl. (hehe ok actually I got this from
the zo card you wrote me, and yup it's still stuck to my wall and I look at it whenever I feel like I'm gonna give up.)
And then, no, I'm not gonna give up anymore! Cause I know that Cher trusts in me! And I trust in you too, you are awesome! You will hang on! You will never give up! I know life is shitty and really tough at the same time (same here) but want you to know that we're always here for you! So don't give up! You always tell me that, so it's time I tell you that too! Haha :)
Jiayou~

Hahaha sorry for this superrrrr long comment. P.S: I want to write you a zo card!!! When are we meeting again! :(

Rin said...

I KNEW THERE WOULD BE A TYPO.
"Life is different without *you beside me." ^^

Marekh said...

Hello mon cherie, I know you'll NEVER give up. Cuz you're a strong person. Your good friend (above) obvly knows that. Heck, even a blind man can sense that if he met you. You seem so, so tired of late, sometimes I wonder if I'm annoying you. If I do, tell me to stop! :3

Take care of your body, ok..
You only have one.
You are gna be living in it all your life. So get enough sleep.
That's at least 6 hours, my dear.

kay thats all the motivation talk i can muster.
see you soon,
xx

Cheryl said...

Thank you Lyn. T__T
I miss you T__T

I WILL WORK HARD!! FOR MR LIM BUN!
FOR MR LIM CHOON BENG! FOR ALL THAT WE DID AS A COUPLE OF CRAZY GIRLS WHO SAT IN THE FRONT ROW IN THE ROOM OF 4H!!!

I wrote for you :D


Thank you Marmar T_T
I'm sorry I've been so listless lately.. I'll fight it. No, you have not annoyed me :) I think I just need to learn how to manage my time and do what's necessary right now D:

But thank you :)