Thursday, September 29, 2011

SOS

Life sucks because A Levels are about 5, F-I-V-E, freaking weeks away and my studies are in TATTERS. F this madness. I need to save myself.

Hence;
PICTURES TO LOOK AT IN CASE I START TO FEEL SUICIDAL IN THESE COMING WEEKS.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Mint, my Wish Bear!

So while I was slogging my guts away to prepare for the prelim papers (which probably didn't work fml), my effort did not go unnoticed!!!!!!

My mom - my strict, thrifty and no-nonsense mother - bought me...

A CAREBEAR!!! HAHAHAHA.

Not just any Carebear! It is the WISH BEAR!



 Hello. I am the Wish Bear. Look at my starry tummy!!



SUPER IN LOVE WITH IT AHAHAHAHAHA.
Cause I desperately need some wishes to come true right now :\

Anyway I decided to call my Wish Bear MINT cause "Wish Bear" too general already (my Wish Bear ok, of course must be special from the other 1029382137480 Wish Bears out there). And Mint is such a cute name!! The Wish Bear has a really light green fur colour, and it just looked all edible and yummy and lovely, like Mint!!!!!!!!! :D

(Um. I actually don't like mint very much, but the name was pretty cute.)




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Can Mint really grant wishes?

Since I'm pretty hungry now (wherefore art thou mother), I think I shall give it a try...



 Can you really grant me my wishes?



 I wish for some dinner........



Huge picture of Mint to scare the living daylights out of you........

Mint decides to work some magic~

OMMMMMMmmmmmmmMMMMMmMMmMMmmmmmMMMMMMM~~
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BAM



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Okay.
Just kidding..

I'm starving like mad and I'm going crazy.

Friday, September 16, 2011

Listen to me.

DILIGENCE. DETERMINATION. DISCIPLINE. FOCUS.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

I am hungry (so why am I posting about motivation).

So for the past few days, starting from 12/9 Monday, I've been taking my A Level Prelim Papers.

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Yah, I'll always have that face when I think about prelims lol, it was (technically it's "is" because I still have some papers next week) a bad experience. But I think I am at least slightly more prepared than I was for my midyears (keyword: THINK) and that's the important part right? Improving.

There still is a huge amount of stress through... The pressure is really building with each paper we take...
and my hungry belly is not helping me ease that unnerving feeling right now.

But, given this rare 2-day 'break' we have (in which we must, of course, mug), I think I shouldn't be wasting it by repeatedly thinking about how this shit I'm in is getting shittier by the minute (excuse the sharpness), and instead channel all the negative chi into being all wise and knowledgeable (nodding my head and stroking my imaginary beard) and going, "yes, the time has come for me to showcase my inner strength and carry on; the time has come for me to be the resilient strong woman that my teachers have tried very hard to mould me into; the time has come for me to stand on my own and defeat my demons........." *distant wind blows, chilly chilly~~*





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Alternatively, I have found an easier way to motivate myself!

FREEDOM IN A FEW MONTHS TIME, CANNOT GIVE UP NOW GO GO GO GO GO GO!
Makes more sense yah? FOR FREEDOM!!!!! </madness>






To make this post more interesting, here are two photos! YAY! (technically speaking, there are eight)


 HERE IS A HAPPY GIRL!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D


And here is a girl taking her A Level's in 1month+'s time

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Almost.

This time next week, I will continue to mug myself insane.

One more month.


Saturday, September 10, 2011

..

I am sad.. I want hugs..

You know that empty feeling you get sometimes?

I feel sad today. It's been a bad day.

I need to learn from the old me, being more dependent upon myself and taking no nonsense from anyone. Fighting your own battles and emerging stronger and more self-reliant after each one. Scarred, yes. Maybe even tired. But at least you'd learn to fly with your own two wings, indebted to nothing and no one.


That'd be good right?

You wouldn't need to invest your emotions anywhere else.

:'(

I feel so useless everywhere..

Friday, September 9, 2011

I hate you I hate you I hate you. I will remember all that you said and did. I hate you. I will remember it all.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

The countdown begins.

4 more days..
Let's be productive.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Please, believe.

Everything's gonna be alright...

Thursday, September 1, 2011

For Teachers' Day 2011...

Danced Roly Poly by T-ara.

It was a fun experience: getting to know the juniors, being comfortable enough to nag at them, getting nagged at, creating a group on FaceBook and subsequently fussing over what to wear together..

Most memorable of all was perhaps waiting for our turn to perform:
Your chest starts to constrict, your breathing begins to betray you. Hands numb, heart pounding... but when you actually step past the backstage curtains, you really feel that much better.

I'm a bit too tired now to actually blog, but I hope I won't forget that feeling.
The overwhelming tension was driving us to the brink of insanity, but somehow, I think we still did good. :)




+ Another Video: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=2415416943952&comments
+ Dance Group FB Group: http://www.facebook.com/groups/122340534531179/
+ 'Official' Photoshoot (girls): http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150292500669123.341461.743424122&type=1